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QUICK WARNING YOU SHOULD NOT READ THIS PARTICULAR POST IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH SEXUALITY AND WOMAN HOODNESS DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER ALSO IT IS VERY GRAPHIC, I KNOW BUT THIS IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT CERTAIN ISSUES IF YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME U HAVE TO KNOW THE REAL ME AND HERE IT IS..........P.S. I WARNED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dear lord i hate periods. now everyone says it's a neccesary evil. kyle does a little dance because my period means i am not pregnant. and being pregnant would be the end of the world. but today felt like the end of the world. now there were other things that happened that i won't get into detail because i actually want to keep that private. but this is the worst period i have ever had. i don't get cramps. i get the lower back pains. it was so bad that i could barely move. also due to certain circumstances i had not eaten for over 16 hours and while ur bleeding u should eat. so i felt sick. then my blood was pooring out of me so fast i could barely keep up. i was changing a super tampon like every two hours. normally i can do a regular for 4-6 hours. then at school i ran out of tampons. and kept going to the bathroom because i was leeking so bad. my sceene partner just looked at me weird, and i went home. doubled over in pain, slept for an hour and then went to work for like 10 hours. i hate periods. i would give everything i have to make them stop. but i dont' want to go on the shot or lower from 12 periods a year to 4. which i can do on my birthcontrol. because the less periods u have the more they hurt. i would even give up all the orgasms in the world. okay not all. but u get the fucking point. kyle and i always thought it would be cool to switch bodies. but hold ur thoughts and let me explain. i think if girls knew exactly what boys went through and boys knew exactly what girls went though for a month it would help both genders. see i can complain about this all day but i know if a boy read this they would be thinking well if u only knew what i went through. well we can't switch bodies but i hope this helps.