BOWLING BABY

i had been waiting for this for a week. it is the only time that i have to party or whatevers. anyway there was five. and i am not sure if i am mad or upset or confused, i don't know how i feel. but to me it felt as though that someone didn't want to be there and i felt as though they kinda ruined part of the evening. i mean if u don't want to do something don't do it. i mean is that hard. and i am not specifically talking about what happened tonight but in general. i hate the excuse oh i didn't want to but they did it anyway. and just for the record to make it perfectly clear i am not saying that not wanting to take of personal responsibility falls under this category like work, or in some cases school. but dear lord it does irrate the hell out of me when people do things for other people or because of other people. have a mind of ur own and don't be afraid to say no. we all no to say no to drugs and stuff like that but saying no to like no i don't want to participate in drinking, or go to a party, or go bowling is not a bad thing. and believe me no one will think less of u for it. i know i won't.