JUST THINKING

elizabeth posed a very good question. while i was thinking about what she said on her blog, another individual brought up something as well. while elizabeth's train of thought was more for personal self, this other one was different. what is something, that happens to you, on a daily basis, that your use too. not that you want to be use to it, nor is it something u can help. is it that you notice people never seem to call you back, your the one that has to call them, is it that people always expect you not to be there even though every time it's out of your control, do you think people always expect you to be funny, do you think people always make fun of you but you don't stop them, is it your blond and you find that people tend to treat you that way, is it that you find people always find excuses not to be around you, or find excuses to have you through parties and such, why do people treat us a certain way? why do we treat them a certain way back? these are the two questions i will seek out as my exploration of the individual. also i have learned in the past month that in order to make yourself a better person you don't neccisarily have to do it by yourself, sometimes it's easier not to do it alone. i currently read novels, talk to my family and keep up with them (that includes seeing kyle's family on a regular basis as well) i talk to kyle once a day, i work, i am going to school and taking my sweet time (although i have to admit it's getting annoying waiting so long) i day dream, i take care of my cats, all this to me doesn't make me a better person, but it makes me the person i am. i would like to be more cognitivly aware of myself so that the person i am can become the most better person ever. i guess that is my goal or what i would do in response to elizabeth's post.......be more cognitivly aware of thyself....
(p.s. diana's ramblings, although published, through the internet via la blogger, is strickly that of her own opinions. it is her desire not to provoke, poke, or prod, in any way, only to state her point of view which can be viewed as flawed by all or some people but excluding the following persons... crystal and kyle, further more these statements are here by part of an imagination so vast it is confusing so please excuse said author for any offense you might have partaken from her work. please do not stiffle her creativity.)